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You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes
its a new beginning in july
29 April 2008 / 5:23 PM

well, the ers course will start on 14th july, but i'll have to go through the pre-course starting on 30th june. and, i'll be very busy then for the following 6 months in jalan bahar.

so friends, im gonna be a firefighter starting from 30th june =)
hopefully everything will go on smoothly just like how i have planned them.


and, somebody's BIG day is coming. hees.

its getting good. =)
25 April 2008 / 4:53 PM

their response was positive.
im going down to cda on monday for the job preview. =)
anyway, the moolahs will keep on rolling for this month and next month.
no worries on that yet.
what im worrying about is..
the amount of time i will spend with the loved ones for the next 6 months or so...
the amount and the quality spent.
oh please let me sign those papers soon.

the final call.
23 April 2008 / 7:03 PM

the physical test and the final interview were finally done just now.

i seriously feel that it is time for me to start working out.

so the final phone call will be made tomorrow.

i'll call them in the afternoon to find out.

meanwhile, pray for me ok my dear friends.

hopefully, SCDF will give me permission to be appointed...

=)
note: its sad to read what your own friends said about you. i know i didnt mean to hurt your feelings, but..... oh wells. i cant do anything anymore....

16 April 2008 / 5:00 PM

kaya toast. macdonalds.nasi padang.mee soto.mentos.laptops.swissotels.images.photoshop.thumbdrives.psp.obessions with pens.blogs.friendsters.gmail.hotmail.msn messenger.train rides in the mornings and evenings.the silly jokes.the boss(es).
could be quite fun, but not all the time.
=)

its just something i've been thinking about
14 April 2008 / 9:36 PM

i've been thinking about the smses exchanged. its a bit harsh here and there. but, truthfully, i have been alone for quite sometime now, and i feel that im better this way.

everyday that i spent at home or outside, i reflected myself. every single moment or thing that i did, i reflected myself. sometimes i do wonder, whether i did the right thing. but im very sure that i wont regret it in the future as i followed my innervoice/heart.

its wierd to see the same thing happening again for the second time, but, shouldn't you start wondering now, why its happening again? maybe its time to reflect yourself/yourselves.. and draw a line to certain things.

08 April 2008 / 11:00 PM

well, the 'role play' went pretty well i would say (maybe to me at least).
now im just gonna wait for the phone call in 2 weeks.
if selected, they'll call.
if not, they'll post the letter.
i hope it better turn out good.
insya'allah.
and im turning more and more into a housewife.
cleaning, cooking, washing.
been there, done that.
anyways, i wanna make plans for the week.
anyone wanna date me?
please do sms or call me.
im available on most days.
hees.

06 April 2008 / 11:25 PM

hopefully on tuesday, things we've planned will go on smoothly, insya'allah.
and its totally gonna be a looooong day for me.
im praying that i'll get through it.
im keeping it quiet this time.
=)

01 April 2008 / 2:28 PM

..............in a dilema.............................