the flu bug bit me. wat a fine sunday today is. im at home, thinking abt the future. wat does the future holds for me? the more i read those islamic books, the more worried/scared i am.

questions beginning with 'what if' even appeared during my sleep. maybe im just being too paranoid.

the reason im hiding myself up, is that, i just needed some space for myself. so i hope one day u'll understand why. something just told me, to stop seeing you and let me meet others instead. its good to have you/known you,but its better to know others at the same time too.

time passed and things have changed now,its time to move on in life and be a more matured person.
now that we've reached the age of 20, its time to change and choose our own paths.
im merely trying to walk myself out, spread my own wings, without the help or companion of others.

its time for me to move on in life without you.

but i do wanna thank you for being my friend all these while, and you are a good friend of mine and will always be a good friend of mine.

lets wave goodbyes, and promise each other that we'll meet again sometime not too long from now......

well, this trip wasnt about spending or shopping, but it was just a short reliever-trip kinda thing. got a few stuffs there. this time, i was more into bags and shoes than clothes. =)

the third roll of holga film developed was 'quite well done' compared to the previous 2. looks like im getting better with it these days. hehe.

now, i need to worry abt the 2 weeks or more without his company. hana, looks like u're not the only one sighing over the '2 weeks duty thing'. i've just joined your group. =(((

i hope i could quickly grab a job before the moolahs go dry, and scdf, pls do call me ASAP!
that's all im asking for..



I NEED A JOB SOON, OK?

went to the it-fair just now with xinyi. i got myself a hdd of 80gb for only $89!! and a pair of creative's headphones for $49. both us got the same pair. hehehe. now they looked like a pair of ear muffs. hahaha. and yeah, not forgetting the thumbdrives 2gb for 19.90. not bad eh? good deals from there. so now i can download or wateva on my laptop without getting it stored with too many stuffs.

anyway, that job was goood and so was the moolahs. please come in soon. im drained out already =(

the weekend is gonna be filled with lotsa fun i bet! and next week, pls be good for me.

suhana, dont forget the chinatown trip next week. hehe $_$
raizah, lets go ice-skating with me & suhana
iqah, MOVIEEEE trip SOON PLEASE!!!!

i did wonder whether if its for real months back, and now, im thinking of the same questions again. i must admit, that you've changed. i had hoped for the better, but now im beginning to wonder.

i wonder now whether things would be the same for us? i wonder whether i could have my old sweetheart again? i wonder, whether it will end soon for us. being sick is not an excuse, being busy is not an excuse.

i know, im not the best that you could have. its up to you. i thought you were different, but i guess i was wrong. you are just the same as them..

i guess i made the same mistakes again...

the flu bug bit me. wat a fine sunday today is. im at home, thinking abt the future. wat does the future holds for me? the more i read those islamic books, the more worried/scared i am.

questions beginning with 'what if' even appeared during my sleep. maybe im just being too paranoid.

the reason im hiding myself up, is that, i just needed some space for myself. so i hope one day u'll understand why. something just told me, to stop seeing you and let me meet others instead. its good to have you/known you,but its better to know others at the same time too.

time passed and things have changed now,its time to move on in life and be a more matured person.
now that we've reached the age of 20, its time to change and choose our own paths.
im merely trying to walk myself out, spread my own wings, without the help or companion of others.

its time for me to move on in life without you.

but i do wanna thank you for being my friend all these while, and you are a good friend of mine and will always be a good friend of mine.

lets wave goodbyes, and promise each other that we'll meet again sometime not too long from now......

well, this trip wasnt about spending or shopping, but it was just a short reliever-trip kinda thing. got a few stuffs there. this time, i was more into bags and shoes than clothes. =)

the third roll of holga film developed was 'quite well done' compared to the previous 2. looks like im getting better with it these days. hehe.

now, i need to worry abt the 2 weeks or more without his company. hana, looks like u're not the only one sighing over the '2 weeks duty thing'. i've just joined your group. =(((

i hope i could quickly grab a job before the moolahs go dry, and scdf, pls do call me ASAP!
that's all im asking for..



I NEED A JOB SOON, OK?

went to the it-fair just now with xinyi. i got myself a hdd of 80gb for only $89!! and a pair of creative's headphones for $49. both us got the same pair. hehehe. now they looked like a pair of ear muffs. hahaha. and yeah, not forgetting the thumbdrives 2gb for 19.90. not bad eh? good deals from there. so now i can download or wateva on my laptop without getting it stored with too many stuffs.

anyway, that job was goood and so was the moolahs. please come in soon. im drained out already =(

the weekend is gonna be filled with lotsa fun i bet! and next week, pls be good for me.

suhana, dont forget the chinatown trip next week. hehe $_$
raizah, lets go ice-skating with me & suhana
iqah, MOVIEEEE trip SOON PLEASE!!!!

i did wonder whether if its for real months back, and now, im thinking of the same questions again. i must admit, that you've changed. i had hoped for the better, but now im beginning to wonder.

i wonder now whether things would be the same for us? i wonder whether i could have my old sweetheart again? i wonder, whether it will end soon for us. being sick is not an excuse, being busy is not an excuse.

i know, im not the best that you could have. its up to you. i thought you were different, but i guess i was wrong. you are just the same as them..

i guess i made the same mistakes again...