disappointments :/
25 February 2008 / 12:46 PM
i just dont understand myself these days.
the mood swings,
the disappoinments i've had, are just too much for me.
things are not like what we've expected them to be, and there are moments where we'll be disappointed.
i see no point in you changing your phone number, cos there's still contact between you and them. so, its useless to get your number change. we're the one to choose the decision, to be with the person or not to be with the person.
im disappointed when you said at times, you dont even know how i feel or that the feelings i had for you are true. is this what i should get after i've done everything i could to have you, to be with you and to keep you happy? maybe what i've done are nothing to your eyes..
i admit, i have caused alot of tears from your eyes and i never meant to do it. if you are unhappy with it, i dont blame you for leaving and i will surely understand why you chose that path and walk out.
how could you even have that thought of me, going out with another guy, when you knew that i was working til late? i was hurt when you said that. we should learn to trust one another, and we shouldnt even have those thoughts or feelings. i know you had that before, but you simply cant compare me with her. its unfair. its her fault that she went out with another, and how could you even say that when i forgot to on my phone? what i understand, is that you are saying im just like her. ITS UNACCEPTABLE.
i know i have a great temper, and i still cant control them. but pls, if you really love me, you should understand how i am like and get used to how i am like. it takes time for me to change, and i just cant change within one night.
im sorry for whatever that i did that hurt you so much..
21 February 2008 / 2:28 PM
im so done with you.i've had enough.and im loving the new one.~yay~thank you for being there for me. *hugs*
17 February 2008 / 3:50 PM
im quitting. i've had enoughhhh. lets enjoy rockn'roll.
13 February 2008 / 10:52 AM
i've been too busy working my ass off for the past one week. =)
good news for me: he is OFFICIALLY AN ARMY OFFICER WORKING FOR THE SAF
=)
**claps for him**
im so happy and over the moon for him.
but, something else is on my mind now...
INGAT KAMU!
/ 10:07 AM
apakah ini namanya cinta...
begitu membingungkan?
aku ini sedang jatuh cinta...
ku tanyakan mengapa??
hatiku resah...hatiku gundah...
semuanya jadi serba salah...
aku mau makan kuingat kamu...
aku mau tidur juga kuingat kamu...
aku mau pergi kuingat kamu...
oh cinta.. mengapa smua serba kamu...
aku sedang bingung kuingat kamu...
aku sedang sedih juga kuingat kamu...
aku sedang bosan kuingat kamu...
oh cinta..inikah bila ku jatuh,jatuh cinta...
semua tertawa lihat tingkah ku...
yang jadi tak menentu...
ini salah begitu pun salah...
kutanyakan mengapa??
hatiku resah...hatiku gundah...
semuanya jadi serba salah...
aku mau makan kuingat kamu...
aku mau tidur juga kuingat kamu...
aku mau pergi kuingat kamu...
oh cinta..mengapa smua serba kamu...
aku sedang bingung kuingat kamu...
aku sedang sedih juga kuingat kamu...
aku sedang bosan kuingat kamu...
oh cinta..inikah bila ku jatuh,jatuh cinta...
aku coba untuk dalihkan...
agar aku hilangkan smua resah...
tapi mengapa wajahmu selalu..
datang mengganggu??
aku mau makan kuingat kamu...
aku mau tidur juga kuingat kamu...
aku mau pergi kuingat kamu...
oh cinta..mengapa smua serba kamu...
aku sedang bingung kuingat kamu...
aku sedang sedih juga kuingat kamu...
aku sedang bosan kuingat kamu...
oh cinta..inikah bila ku jatuh,jatuh cinta...
apakah ini yang namanya cinta??
begitu membingungkan?
03 February 2008 / 5:21 AM
working on it. busy.
01 February 2008 / 2:18 PM
these are the first few shots from the first film.
i was disappointed that i didnt put the correct frame, so the peeektures came out overlapped.
=(((
i wanna find some jobbsssssssssss pleaseeeee.
and earn my moolahs so that i can go for the two tripsss....




