oh she's so cute. and she stole everyone's heart just now. makan dinner bersamanya sungguh berarti bagiku. hadiah yg tercomel tahun ini!



i simply love the birthday surprise by him. the reason why he wanted me to be back was that he sent me flowers!! haha. so sweet rite? i know. hehe. i got so nervous when i was given instructions to go to "sentosa's beach station by 6.30pm". when i reached, he was there, readied with the cake, candles and 'fireworks' for me. oh gosh. i cried when he presented me that bag that i wanted a month ago =) then, we went to imbiah as he wanted to have something from coffee bean. while taking photos there, suddenly he presented me something in a pouch! it was the belt that i wanted!

im sick of reading the notes, and practising the exam papers. hopefully tmr i'll wake up on the right side of my bed. and i wont panic the moment i read my exam questions.

okay, in a few moments, im gonna be 20. a big TWO-ZERO. how fast time flew. exactly a year ago, i had exams round the corner and partied at MOS for the first freaking time. ok, nothing's much changed, except that im happier this time round. with him around, i hope things will change for me. and cheers to the golden years of friendship with the girls. nothing that i would ever asked for,and of course, not forgetting the friendships with the spians, are not greatly regretted. (thanks babes and hunks, you guys know who you are! ). not forgetting those moments spent (stupidly or smartly) and those who came and went from my life. thank you very much for the special 19th year of my life.

okay, i hope the birthday surprise by him better be a GOOD one, since he has been pestering me from dunnoewhen abt getting home BY 2pm. i was so desperate that i didnt want to give him tissue paper unless he tells me whats the plan all about. haha. okaay. lets just wait till 12pm, when my paper will be over. (fu, exam coordinator. u arranged my paper on my fucking birthday). haha. okaay. kidding. i'll just take it as a blessing for me & hopefully i get my brithday wish(es) this time round. =)))


dear god, please let me smile like a fool for the whole day of tomorrow.
BIG TWENTY eh?

to all those poly friends, good luck for examssss yeah? we'll get them over and done soon! *winks*

this is so random: the old one texting an advance birthday wish & for exams too. it was a year ago. im sorry i screwed up things back then but, it was for the best i guess. looking at where i am now and where you are now.

another 2 days..and im up for a birthday party. i hope i wont disappoint myself again this year. it was a terrible one last year btw (i still remember what happened back then)

and you?!! what's with 2PM!!!! i wanna know? the curiousity is killing me softly.

and these days, i cant afford to waste a single minute of the day. each second is bloody precious to me..



yesterday was a smashing engagement party at leelee. no, she wasn't the one getting engaged, it was her brother. simple and sweet. anyway, gotta get back studdyiiiing. toodles. take care everyone!

do you know how annoying you are?

oh gosh. i finally had my treat. i cant believe it right after my 2nd final quiz, i had a special treat for myself while walking home. the freaking bucket bag was only for 20 bucks. so i grabbed one. and made myself happy for at least the next few days when i finally sit down and study for the finals. oh gosh. i was thinking abt my weekends getting burnt, when i realised that i'll be going over to leelee's house for the first time for her bro's engagement. woooohoooo. so funnnnnnn!!! cant wait to meet the girls. but, argh, hopefully no pimples/breakouts of my forehead or cheeks. and the dark eyecircles are becoming visible now. the sleeping routine has changed, hopefully for the better. i seriously need to start mugging cos i know i'll be happily slacking around thinking that there's still time to mug. oh please. i need to, cos its the last lap already. and after that, can PARTTTYYYYYY!!!!

hopefully i can get that job and also not forgetting 30th. pls pls pls do let me passs my interview :))))

im glad that freaking mtb quiz is over. nxt up is the iwm quiz, the submission on plant design, then the bep reports, and finally the exams. fuck. im still in a dazed mood. i cant even think properly. when the friends waved, i'll just stare, with no reactions for 10s. wat the fish!! ok.

i seriously need some ice-cream treats or just simple donut treats. i've met the 2 kids just now. and they are super adorable, and the girl just reminds me of myseld back in the primary school days. and guess wat? my teacher is now also her teacher. haha. wat a puuuuure coincidence.

and i've decided to keep them, ahem, which means, im gonna keep them for tuition. hopefully the $_$ will start rolling in by nxt month! and yes, im serious abt that job, cos i need the mr $_$ for my jakaartaaa trippppp in march and maybe even together with gold coast. i'd love double holiday delights in march, baby!

but for this weekend, its gonna just be me and the laptop and the iwm notes. *yawns*. and im starting to get sleepy now, and maybe, just maybe, i'll pop my sleeping pills for tonight.

and yes, another 13 days to the last moments of my teenssss... before i step into the 20-s zoneeeee.... -.-

im so sick and tired of going school these days and the tests and the assignments are killing me softly in process. the exams are near, and less than 2 weeks i have to mug for the three idiotic papers, before i finally declare that its the end of my diploma course. and right now, i dont even have any motivations left to just keep on going. -.- the mtb and bep notes just makes me fall asleep each time i stare at them. the afternoon naps are not helping either. they just make me grow my fats again silently. im feeling superduper fat this time. and im serious about it. im gonna work my ass off to get rid of them. but for now, im just gona depend on the red bulls, chocolates, and coffees to keep me awake till late at night. and till then, the memories of yous, filled my boring train journeys each day, and make me smile like a fool, till the people around me would think im some idiot with loose screws in the head. and the mp3 and hp and the notes and the study table and the bed are like my newfound bestfriends. they'll never complain cos im spending most of my time with them now. and to yous, i hope i will see yous soon enough, cos i cant take it anymore. im missing yous just too much. please meet me soon, and be my stress reliever.

thats all. i love yous very much.



this is what happens when you are too sleepy, and desperately trying to keep yourself awake. one report down, one test down, many more to go. sunday will minus another report. oh please please postpone the dateline again, dear sir! letme have some sleep in peace tonight.

thank you darlas forr keeping me awake for like...2 hours? hehe. its so sweet of you to accompany me online, while i do abit of my work here and there, and you were busy shopping online.. :)

oh she's so cute. and she stole everyone's heart just now. makan dinner bersamanya sungguh berarti bagiku. hadiah yg tercomel tahun ini!



i simply love the birthday surprise by him. the reason why he wanted me to be back was that he sent me flowers!! haha. so sweet rite? i know. hehe. i got so nervous when i was given instructions to go to "sentosa's beach station by 6.30pm". when i reached, he was there, readied with the cake, candles and 'fireworks' for me. oh gosh. i cried when he presented me that bag that i wanted a month ago =) then, we went to imbiah as he wanted to have something from coffee bean. while taking photos there, suddenly he presented me something in a pouch! it was the belt that i wanted!

im sick of reading the notes, and practising the exam papers. hopefully tmr i'll wake up on the right side of my bed. and i wont panic the moment i read my exam questions.

okay, in a few moments, im gonna be 20. a big TWO-ZERO. how fast time flew. exactly a year ago, i had exams round the corner and partied at MOS for the first freaking time. ok, nothing's much changed, except that im happier this time round. with him around, i hope things will change for me. and cheers to the golden years of friendship with the girls. nothing that i would ever asked for,and of course, not forgetting the friendships with the spians, are not greatly regretted. (thanks babes and hunks, you guys know who you are! ). not forgetting those moments spent (stupidly or smartly) and those who came and went from my life. thank you very much for the special 19th year of my life.

okay, i hope the birthday surprise by him better be a GOOD one, since he has been pestering me from dunnoewhen abt getting home BY 2pm. i was so desperate that i didnt want to give him tissue paper unless he tells me whats the plan all about. haha. okaay. lets just wait till 12pm, when my paper will be over. (fu, exam coordinator. u arranged my paper on my fucking birthday). haha. okaay. kidding. i'll just take it as a blessing for me & hopefully i get my brithday wish(es) this time round. =)))


dear god, please let me smile like a fool for the whole day of tomorrow.
BIG TWENTY eh?

to all those poly friends, good luck for examssss yeah? we'll get them over and done soon! *winks*

this is so random: the old one texting an advance birthday wish & for exams too. it was a year ago. im sorry i screwed up things back then but, it was for the best i guess. looking at where i am now and where you are now.

another 2 days..and im up for a birthday party. i hope i wont disappoint myself again this year. it was a terrible one last year btw (i still remember what happened back then)

and you?!! what's with 2PM!!!! i wanna know? the curiousity is killing me softly.

and these days, i cant afford to waste a single minute of the day. each second is bloody precious to me..



yesterday was a smashing engagement party at leelee. no, she wasn't the one getting engaged, it was her brother. simple and sweet. anyway, gotta get back studdyiiiing. toodles. take care everyone!

do you know how annoying you are?

oh gosh. i finally had my treat. i cant believe it right after my 2nd final quiz, i had a special treat for myself while walking home. the freaking bucket bag was only for 20 bucks. so i grabbed one. and made myself happy for at least the next few days when i finally sit down and study for the finals. oh gosh. i was thinking abt my weekends getting burnt, when i realised that i'll be going over to leelee's house for the first time for her bro's engagement. woooohoooo. so funnnnnnn!!! cant wait to meet the girls. but, argh, hopefully no pimples/breakouts of my forehead or cheeks. and the dark eyecircles are becoming visible now. the sleeping routine has changed, hopefully for the better. i seriously need to start mugging cos i know i'll be happily slacking around thinking that there's still time to mug. oh please. i need to, cos its the last lap already. and after that, can PARTTTYYYYYY!!!!

hopefully i can get that job and also not forgetting 30th. pls pls pls do let me passs my interview :))))

im glad that freaking mtb quiz is over. nxt up is the iwm quiz, the submission on plant design, then the bep reports, and finally the exams. fuck. im still in a dazed mood. i cant even think properly. when the friends waved, i'll just stare, with no reactions for 10s. wat the fish!! ok.

i seriously need some ice-cream treats or just simple donut treats. i've met the 2 kids just now. and they are super adorable, and the girl just reminds me of myseld back in the primary school days. and guess wat? my teacher is now also her teacher. haha. wat a puuuuure coincidence.

and i've decided to keep them, ahem, which means, im gonna keep them for tuition. hopefully the $_$ will start rolling in by nxt month! and yes, im serious abt that job, cos i need the mr $_$ for my jakaartaaa trippppp in march and maybe even together with gold coast. i'd love double holiday delights in march, baby!

but for this weekend, its gonna just be me and the laptop and the iwm notes. *yawns*. and im starting to get sleepy now, and maybe, just maybe, i'll pop my sleeping pills for tonight.

and yes, another 13 days to the last moments of my teenssss... before i step into the 20-s zoneeeee.... -.-

im so sick and tired of going school these days and the tests and the assignments are killing me softly in process. the exams are near, and less than 2 weeks i have to mug for the three idiotic papers, before i finally declare that its the end of my diploma course. and right now, i dont even have any motivations left to just keep on going. -.- the mtb and bep notes just makes me fall asleep each time i stare at them. the afternoon naps are not helping either. they just make me grow my fats again silently. im feeling superduper fat this time. and im serious about it. im gonna work my ass off to get rid of them. but for now, im just gona depend on the red bulls, chocolates, and coffees to keep me awake till late at night. and till then, the memories of yous, filled my boring train journeys each day, and make me smile like a fool, till the people around me would think im some idiot with loose screws in the head. and the mp3 and hp and the notes and the study table and the bed are like my newfound bestfriends. they'll never complain cos im spending most of my time with them now. and to yous, i hope i will see yous soon enough, cos i cant take it anymore. im missing yous just too much. please meet me soon, and be my stress reliever.

thats all. i love yous very much.



this is what happens when you are too sleepy, and desperately trying to keep yourself awake. one report down, one test down, many more to go. sunday will minus another report. oh please please postpone the dateline again, dear sir! letme have some sleep in peace tonight.

thank you darlas forr keeping me awake for like...2 hours? hehe. its so sweet of you to accompany me online, while i do abit of my work here and there, and you were busy shopping online.. :)