he told me of a possibility that he might be posted overseas for 2 years. which means, i would only be able to see him after every 6 months. and most probably they'll send him off to brunei.

fruck. just when i get comfortable with someone, i just have to part with him. im not worried abt the insecurity of him, having someone there, but, im just scared/worried that the waiting for 2 years would be too long for me. it just sucks at exactly this point of time, when we dont have any relationship problems or whatsoever, but, he just have to leave me for no good reason. its just so unfair that, when i really do love/like someone, they just have to leave me. For instance, there was Mr N and Mr D. they left me for apparent no reason, and they left me crumbling down into a million little pieces. after that, i have to pick myself up slowly again. i'll move on, but it will always stay, reminding me of the shit/shits that i went through before.

like what they always say, "u'll definitely find someone better". but why should i? its not as if im unhappy in this relationship now. just for company's sake? no way. im not looking for someone to keep me company, but im just worried that if i get used to not having him by my side, one day i'll realise that i dont need him by my side anymore. that's the last thing i want to happen. that's why i DONT want him to go off.

even if he's going/departure is for the better, i'd rather him stay here, with me and at this pace, where we are both comfortable. (fruck saf. always send the wrong bunch of people to somewhere).

if u ever manage to read this post, i just wanna say that i love you so much that im praying that u dont have to go overseas and do ur duties. please dont leave me here. as u promised to take care of me.

too many things on my mind and filled up the spaces of my time. holidays just ended, and tmr im gonna be starting school again. my final semester in poly life before i get my diploma. fast forward, met him and ate dinner(break fast) with him on last monday and wednesday. wednesday was with his 30+ recruits and we went off to geylang. wat else, if not sourcing for food. haas.thursday, celebrated the girlfriend's belated birthday at the same place as previous day, which was at chai chee seafood. it was awesome. it's been a long time since we all met. :) and yesterday, went out with the darling of course to cathay to catch no reservations. hmm.. the love story was wonderful, but the fact that it was too draggy. we had a decent dinner at the pizza hut. and we went walking around town aimlessly after that.and this afternoon, i went back to school to meet peter and snowlin for the 10/10 rehearsal. it was a 10mins drama, and it was funny. well, the darling came over of course, to see me and went to clementi to get donuts. hurhur. he's going back to tekong tonight & im gonna miss him so much. at home, there's just tooo much food. i was bloated at the end of the dinner, but later, im gonna eat my donuts again. happiness.im waiting for the movie constantine now. :) gotta go now, tmr's starting at 8. sucks.

I'm already in the mood for Hari Raya! :)13 more days to go....

some idiots been trying to add me on friendster. just a bunch of losers. see pretty girl, try to add. like wth. no, im not trying to say im pretty, but, its just that, they just seem to have a problem. thats all.

thank god tmr no school for me. and i'll most prolly hit town in the afternoon, to get some stuffs. hopefully they are still on 'sale'. then, on saturday, i'll be going over to his place to eat dinner(breaking fast) with his family. i still dont know what to get, but, i think im gonna get those delicious brownies from taka. :) more food for me though. hehehe. as for my dieting plan, i think im ditching them for awhile. pls let me enjoy those sinful brownies/doughnuts and whathaveyous.

im gonna hit the sack now. im just too busy and tired. tmr's will be a better day for me though. :) selamat berpuasa for tmr! love you all. muaaah.





too many things on my mind and filled up the spaces of my time. holidays just ended, and tmr im gonna be starting school again. my final semester in poly life before i get my diploma.

fast forward, met him and ate dinner(break fast) with him on last monday and wednesday. wednesday was with his 30+ recruits and we went off to geylang. wat else, if not sourcing for food. haas.

thursday, celebrated the girlfriend's belated birthday at the same place as previous day, which was at chai chee seafood. it was awesome. it's been a long time since we all met. :)

and yesterday, went out with the darling of course to cathay to catch no reservations. hmm.. the love story was wonderful, but the fact that it was too draggy. we had a decent dinner at the pizza hut. and we went walking around town aimlessly after that.

and this afternoon, i went back to school to meet peter and snowlin for the 10/10 rehearsal. it was a 10mins drama, and it was funny. well, the darling came over of course, to see me and went to clementi to get donuts. hurhur. he's going back to tekong tonight & im gonna miss him so much. at home, there's just tooo much food. i was bloated at the end of the dinner, but later, im gonna eat my donuts again. happiness.

im waiting for the movie constantine now. :)


gotta go now, tmr's starting at 8. sucks.

finally, im switching back to blogspot. not only me, a few others are doing the same thing too. well, its already the 9 days of fasting (if im not wrong).

holidays are ending very soon, in another 2 days that is. i've been going out and staying at home most of the time. seeing him here and there in like every 3 days. he's now back in tekong, taking the oversize-d guys. =S.

anyway, just wanna say that karma happens very fast and that i have seen one recently. should i say that he deserves what he did to me in the past? or should i have some pity. hmm... those who knew what happened between me and him, shall say that he deserves it? ;)

i wanna watch movies, go shopping, like VERY soon. haas. i think this semester's gonna keep me on my feet all the time. fyp's due in like 6 weeks or something. but, we're just starting the project. *gulps*. i hope there's a good samaritan who is willing to help us do the simulations. :)


as for now, there's too much to update and i've gotta go school now. toodles. i'll edit the layout and everything SOON.

its been 4 days and 3 nights when i last went online. oh my god. i cant believe i survived without my laptop. thanks to the singnet people who forgot to 'activate' my line. sucks. now, its faster than ever. proud. anyway, happy fasting to all muslim/malay friends that i have. hope that this year and this month will benefit all of us it many ways. =)tmr mr boyfie's gonna be breaking fast with me at home and then we're off to darul aman, before we head off for geylang serai looking for good food, but before that, in the morning, im gonna meet hal baby for that printing of photos spree, and then i'll accompany her till zazayakuza comes to study with her. ladies, im gonna study with u guys when school starts for me yeah. i promise i'll be a good girl and study with u peeps. hehe. back to mr boyfie, things been good for us cos we've cleared up the mess together. thank god, alhamdulillah & i hope it will stay that way yeah, sweetie. insya'allah. i love you lots, darling boyfie.im excited for school and also for mmsp (hopefully!). cant wait to start classes again, cos im bored staying at home, doing the same things again and again. i need new adventures, fast. i hope i can drop by nus for lunch seeing that my lunch breaks are incredibly long in between lessons. sheeshness. more magazines, slack time for me? hmm... and as for now, i need to sleep cos i promised my darla i would wake up and meet her at 10! haas. hopefully i could wake up in time.lastly, SELAMAT BERPUASA ye. =)

hitting the story books the internet connections the friendster the girls the darlas bugis photo frenzy late nights the emotional talks the party mtv unsung heroes MOS the tickets the goodies the friends the boyfriend the cabbing the clothes the loves missed and just too many to mention. happy sunday everyone. enjoy your holidays while it lasts. :)

he told me of a possibility that he might be posted overseas for 2 years. which means, i would only be able to see him after every 6 months. and most probably they'll send him off to brunei.

fruck. just when i get comfortable with someone, i just have to part with him. im not worried abt the insecurity of him, having someone there, but, im just scared/worried that the waiting for 2 years would be too long for me. it just sucks at exactly this point of time, when we dont have any relationship problems or whatsoever, but, he just have to leave me for no good reason. its just so unfair that, when i really do love/like someone, they just have to leave me. For instance, there was Mr N and Mr D. they left me for apparent no reason, and they left me crumbling down into a million little pieces. after that, i have to pick myself up slowly again. i'll move on, but it will always stay, reminding me of the shit/shits that i went through before.

like what they always say, "u'll definitely find someone better". but why should i? its not as if im unhappy in this relationship now. just for company's sake? no way. im not looking for someone to keep me company, but im just worried that if i get used to not having him by my side, one day i'll realise that i dont need him by my side anymore. that's the last thing i want to happen. that's why i DONT want him to go off.

even if he's going/departure is for the better, i'd rather him stay here, with me and at this pace, where we are both comfortable. (fruck saf. always send the wrong bunch of people to somewhere).

if u ever manage to read this post, i just wanna say that i love you so much that im praying that u dont have to go overseas and do ur duties. please dont leave me here. as u promised to take care of me.

too many things on my mind and filled up the spaces of my time. holidays just ended, and tmr im gonna be starting school again. my final semester in poly life before i get my diploma. fast forward, met him and ate dinner(break fast) with him on last monday and wednesday. wednesday was with his 30+ recruits and we went off to geylang. wat else, if not sourcing for food. haas.thursday, celebrated the girlfriend's belated birthday at the same place as previous day, which was at chai chee seafood. it was awesome. it's been a long time since we all met. :) and yesterday, went out with the darling of course to cathay to catch no reservations. hmm.. the love story was wonderful, but the fact that it was too draggy. we had a decent dinner at the pizza hut. and we went walking around town aimlessly after that.and this afternoon, i went back to school to meet peter and snowlin for the 10/10 rehearsal. it was a 10mins drama, and it was funny. well, the darling came over of course, to see me and went to clementi to get donuts. hurhur. he's going back to tekong tonight & im gonna miss him so much. at home, there's just tooo much food. i was bloated at the end of the dinner, but later, im gonna eat my donuts again. happiness.im waiting for the movie constantine now. :) gotta go now, tmr's starting at 8. sucks.

I'm already in the mood for Hari Raya! :)13 more days to go....

some idiots been trying to add me on friendster. just a bunch of losers. see pretty girl, try to add. like wth. no, im not trying to say im pretty, but, its just that, they just seem to have a problem. thats all.

thank god tmr no school for me. and i'll most prolly hit town in the afternoon, to get some stuffs. hopefully they are still on 'sale'. then, on saturday, i'll be going over to his place to eat dinner(breaking fast) with his family. i still dont know what to get, but, i think im gonna get those delicious brownies from taka. :) more food for me though. hehehe. as for my dieting plan, i think im ditching them for awhile. pls let me enjoy those sinful brownies/doughnuts and whathaveyous.

im gonna hit the sack now. im just too busy and tired. tmr's will be a better day for me though. :) selamat berpuasa for tmr! love you all. muaaah.





too many things on my mind and filled up the spaces of my time. holidays just ended, and tmr im gonna be starting school again. my final semester in poly life before i get my diploma.

fast forward, met him and ate dinner(break fast) with him on last monday and wednesday. wednesday was with his 30+ recruits and we went off to geylang. wat else, if not sourcing for food. haas.

thursday, celebrated the girlfriend's belated birthday at the same place as previous day, which was at chai chee seafood. it was awesome. it's been a long time since we all met. :)

and yesterday, went out with the darling of course to cathay to catch no reservations. hmm.. the love story was wonderful, but the fact that it was too draggy. we had a decent dinner at the pizza hut. and we went walking around town aimlessly after that.

and this afternoon, i went back to school to meet peter and snowlin for the 10/10 rehearsal. it was a 10mins drama, and it was funny. well, the darling came over of course, to see me and went to clementi to get donuts. hurhur. he's going back to tekong tonight & im gonna miss him so much. at home, there's just tooo much food. i was bloated at the end of the dinner, but later, im gonna eat my donuts again. happiness.

im waiting for the movie constantine now. :)


gotta go now, tmr's starting at 8. sucks.

finally, im switching back to blogspot. not only me, a few others are doing the same thing too. well, its already the 9 days of fasting (if im not wrong).

holidays are ending very soon, in another 2 days that is. i've been going out and staying at home most of the time. seeing him here and there in like every 3 days. he's now back in tekong, taking the oversize-d guys. =S.

anyway, just wanna say that karma happens very fast and that i have seen one recently. should i say that he deserves what he did to me in the past? or should i have some pity. hmm... those who knew what happened between me and him, shall say that he deserves it? ;)

i wanna watch movies, go shopping, like VERY soon. haas. i think this semester's gonna keep me on my feet all the time. fyp's due in like 6 weeks or something. but, we're just starting the project. *gulps*. i hope there's a good samaritan who is willing to help us do the simulations. :)


as for now, there's too much to update and i've gotta go school now. toodles. i'll edit the layout and everything SOON.

its been 4 days and 3 nights when i last went online. oh my god. i cant believe i survived without my laptop. thanks to the singnet people who forgot to 'activate' my line. sucks. now, its faster than ever. proud. anyway, happy fasting to all muslim/malay friends that i have. hope that this year and this month will benefit all of us it many ways. =)tmr mr boyfie's gonna be breaking fast with me at home and then we're off to darul aman, before we head off for geylang serai looking for good food, but before that, in the morning, im gonna meet hal baby for that printing of photos spree, and then i'll accompany her till zazayakuza comes to study with her. ladies, im gonna study with u guys when school starts for me yeah. i promise i'll be a good girl and study with u peeps. hehe. back to mr boyfie, things been good for us cos we've cleared up the mess together. thank god, alhamdulillah & i hope it will stay that way yeah, sweetie. insya'allah. i love you lots, darling boyfie.im excited for school and also for mmsp (hopefully!). cant wait to start classes again, cos im bored staying at home, doing the same things again and again. i need new adventures, fast. i hope i can drop by nus for lunch seeing that my lunch breaks are incredibly long in between lessons. sheeshness. more magazines, slack time for me? hmm... and as for now, i need to sleep cos i promised my darla i would wake up and meet her at 10! haas. hopefully i could wake up in time.lastly, SELAMAT BERPUASA ye. =)

hitting the story books the internet connections the friendster the girls the darlas bugis photo frenzy late nights the emotional talks the party mtv unsung heroes MOS the tickets the goodies the friends the boyfriend the cabbing the clothes the loves missed and just too many to mention. happy sunday everyone. enjoy your holidays while it lasts. :)